Perplexed

You know, the older I get the more I begin to realize that I will never be the perfect person any of you want me to be. I may be a fat, unattractive, shitty house keeper but I am a person and I have feelings. I don't need it pointed out that all the things you excel at I am a failure at. I am sick and tired of begging people to be a part of my life and having to "buy" relationships just to have them in my life. I give up. I am who I am and you can continue to talk trash about me all day long and I don't care anymore. I wash my hands of the whole situtation. Burn me once, shame on you, burn me twice shame, shame on me.
And that's all I have to say about that!