Still

Sometimes out of nowhere it sneaks back up and tears at my heart and the pain is just as fresh as a newly opened wound and it's hard to breathe for a while and then it subsides and I know soon it'll be okay again. Just let me have peace tonight, though the pain in my heart is unbearable right now and I can't stop these tears. Maybe one day I'll have a miracle and tomorrow will bring peace again.
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