My heart is shattered

Thursday, August 02, 2007
It's over. How will I ever make it through this? I don't think I can breathe. How can I have so many tears? I wish this would end. I just want to feel normal again. I want him to be happy but this hurts too much. I wish I could push fast forward until this is over. My life will never be the same. As much as I hate him right now for leaving, I'll always love him. Forever and ever and he'll never understand that. My love will be wasted on nothing from now on. How is this fair????
10:46 PM